PuI FuN-i wanna be happy

langkaw!!!!

2009-09-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

having 2 weeks holidays that are going to end soon....so sad....juz came back from langkawi....paradise of duty free goods....seafood every nite....yeah! haha.....many many pics leh.....later upload....classes start next week....darn! must enjoy every minute....^^

long time no post.....

2009-08-24T06:58:00.000-07:00

really no pic then din update ler....so cham....my hp still spoil loh....how?maybe my birthday time i got new hp....i hope....haha....i can hope what right?anyway...my finals are just around the corner and i need to study....die man....wish me luck!!!! good luck to all friends who are going to have finals too.....actually all my ji muis birthday past already but i lazy update....next time then....^^ remember the next birthday is mine....haha.....

hey!

2009-06-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

wow....recently been super busy wif assignments man....its like each week pass up 1....im going to die man.....haha....anyway.....last sun was pearling's bday n we celebrated on fri n sat....we went sing k on fri as per our old tradition......haha.....recently my fon has spoiled...=(....sob sob n there r no pics for now.....*sad

on sat we went poppy!haha.....i dun wanna say tis but....i do not haf photos....all in siew qi's fon....alamak.....sorry ppl....i will try to update more wif pics....i know its boring without pics....hahah.....

hey ppl!!!

2009-05-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

next week start class oledi....sweat....the timetable damn suck man!!!!gonna die loh....some more its a 5 day week....u say shit mou....anyway....i had some technical prob cant online....hehe.....so....no pics for now....but had nice time yesterday wif my ji muis singing k!!!dat christine din tell us she off so din sing together....wat lah....anyway....we went yam cha n eat at murni after dat wif all 6 of us gals n chat n laugh like crazy....hahah.....love u all....update more next time......^^

greenbox wif my best ji muis......

2009-04-03T08:23:00.000-07:00

i went sing k dat day wif my ji muis....but lazy post pic oni....now post lah....haha.....

we got a super big room....haha....sing until so song....some more can dance....cha toh leh....normal for us lah....scream n shout....do silly moves....haha.....

haha....we camwhore inside toilet again...but we din so keng camwhore for half hour oledi....juz a few pic....kinda lazy take pic inside for so long oeldi.....

say cheese!!!haha...

i dunno tis is wat pose....act innocent?act cute?figure it out....haha....

we play until nite....go yam cha at island cafe a.k.a chui chui sui.....n we say is last time we go there....coz we traumatise by the cafe's unhygienic doings.....u know y?lucky sq saw wat the waiter do....if not....pei sure kena....he put his finger inside the mushroom soup,then put his finger in his mouth, then put his finger back in again....like WTF??? tis is for customer to eat leh....even if u say u no disease or wat....still lah....food and beverage where can like tis de....we complain to the management....then return the soup.....fast fast go away loh....haha....

the thing dat happen at nite.....erm....act i.....got my reasons oso lah......hard to say....maybe 1 day u all will know....anyway....im sorry.....maybe wat happened oso partly my fault lah......how to say leh?hard to explain....but i will find the way 1 day....n i hope its soon......coz im tired too......

love u gals......^^

i hope everything will be solved soon.......

sassy, our new puppy!!!

2009-04-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

well....act not new lah....got for like 1 month?i not sure...haha....but orange face cuter.....rounder wan....cheeks fatter....haha.....sassy is female....when we first got her she very naughty loh....bit ppl leg n fingers.....then we keep scold her...very active n frisky....haha.....when put her inside cage keep barking to be let out.....so noisy loh....haha.....the we dun wan care her....she stop barking oni let her out....if not next time she think she bark then we will let her out.....

hmmmm.....compared to orange, they r like totally different loh....1 quiet quiet and guai guai....tis wan noisy and playful wan....or may be coz dat time orange is sick?haha....sassy like to wait for ppl come home...when she hear ppl coming in she will sit at the door looking at u n might even run out....but since she is still so small, we discourage her from doing dat...wait until bigger n stronger lah....after she catch dunnow at germs n get sick then die loh...haha.....anyway....we r trying to toilet train her now coz the idea of dog shit and urine all over aint nice rite....haha....

u all be the judge lah....who is cuter?orange or sassy?haha....

cute mou?

she fell asleep on the floor.....hehe.....

=)

so sad....inside cage....haha....

she look so cute and soh here....haha....

hugging her ducky....^^

so who is cuter?orange or sassy?haha.....but we love them both....even though orange is gone....=(....we still do....haha....

hmmmm......

2009-03-20T11:22:00.000-07:00

college as usual lu....but tis short sem....very fast over de lah....haha.....assignment oso muz faster pass up....die lu.....haven finish....n need presentation.....shit lu....haha......dat day we all classmate go celebrate queenie bday.....pic pending....haha.....coz in a lot different fon....haven collect oh.....hehe....hey gal....work hard ya....haha.....now writing tis blog then stupid jacky ngai call me on msn keep disturb me make me keep reply him loh....salah loh him...correct mou?haha....anyway...juz wanna update ha....i miss u all too....haha.....muax.....pei,muz be careful oh next time...dun scare us like dat again....gambateh oh dear....haha.....love u all....

tribute to orange,our first beloved dog......=(

2009-03-02T23:04:00.000-08:00

dat day i came home n my sis was holding a shih tzu puppy.....my god....it was so damn cute....n very guai oso....juz lie there oni....quite quiet oso.....we love to hug it.....but then won eat wan oh.....juz drink water oni....we tot still small nvm loh....maybe will eat the next day.....the next day it died....wtf rite?????????

the next nite it didnt wanna eat or drink we oledi very worried...unfortunately as oni my grandpa was home nobody realized anything was wrong until it was too late.....when my sis n dada brought it to the vet he said the puppy had dehydration n had to be hang up with the salt water...i dunnno wat is dat procedure called oledi.....anyway....they came home wif bad news n my sis cried like hell....it was so sad ok.....so cute n little died juz like dat.....

anyway....its a he n his name is orange....we love u alwiz.....

isnt he adorable????

so sad....now he's gone....but we haf a new replacement....its a gal.....currently unnamed....any suggestions?haha....tis wan super active......but likes to bark when u put her in the cage loh....muz train her properly oeldi loh...cannot like tis....haha.....we love u too orange.....^^

my late valentine post...hehe.....

2009-03-02T22:50:00.000-08:00

so....i woke up around 3smth 4.....haha....my bf call me ask me wake up before 4....then ok loh....wake loh....wake oeldi but lying on the bed then my bro gf suddenly tell me juz now got ppl send flowers come for me....i like doink....haha.....brush teeth go down see loh....from him woh.....

no wonder wan me wake earlier lah....wan me ownself received it but i still lying on bed....haha....sorry....too bad.....hehe....hmmmm....i giess it is kinda surprise.....but i prefer jewellery loh....at least last longer n more valuable....haha.....greedynya....but anyway.....thanx oso lah.....^^....wat i gave him ah?hehe....smth lah....dunno wan buy wat then juz buy wallet....cant think any surprise oso ler.....

then at nite wait him finish work bring me go eat....cant think wan go where eat everywhere oso sure many couples de lah....suin ler....juz cincai loh....wat to do....=(.....

the roses....got 6 stalks n ferrero rocher....haha.....

nice?lol....

not bad act....i like roses oso....haha.....anyway.....

random!!!

we bought an aqurium few days later n bought quite a few fishes to put it in....he suddenly wanna buy then help him choose loh....haha.....now got few die oeldi....so sad....but when on light to see it quite nice de loh...haha....

nice?cant reli see the fish coz dat time still haven add more fish inside...haha.....

pending....n to support u....=)

2009-02-26T01:43:00.000-08:00

got few post oending coz no time to write....got to work part time these few days coz my bro need ppl help him work....boring....last week of holiday oni ask me work....apalah....susah....haha....so....few days later probably...sorry....hehe...and u ah....when u read tis....we support u woh.....see....i help u....haha....but dats as much as i can help lah....but we alwiz there de woh....wat ur decision,we support n accept too....alwiz love u ya....muaxxx.....

happy valentine's day!!!! ♥♥♥

2009-02-13T01:29:00.000-08:00

tomolo valentine day loh....buy present for u partner oledi or not?haha....dun ask me....u dun wanna know....haha....♥ is in the air!!! cny way over...but i still gambling sometimes wif my family....haha....we play mahjong n rummy.....funny....

anyway....yesterday me my ji muis pearling,sq,pei, n christine went sing k!!! peng they say die many days oledi...sick oledi cant come out...too bad....miss her....haha...long time din sing wif them.....we sing like crazy....joined by pearly n joanne.....haha....unfortunately, we din camwhore yesterday as we were in kinda a rush to go.....guess wat?inside the room they said they felt smth...supernatural smth.....as usual, me n pei din feel or scared bout dat but the others felt it.....lucky i din feel.....they say it was near me!!! LOL.....

to pearling:dun worry,everything will be fine!!!! see....we gif u moral support....=)
to christine:gal....u oso dun worry lah...."seeing u shed a tear make my world disappear,u'll neva be alone in darkness,see my smile my fren,we r wif u, holding hands".....remember ya....smile....
to pei n sq:yesterday u two nth woh....haha.....but happy to come out n scream in the karaoke room....haha....
to peng:so cham....sick oledi....cant see u.....get well fast ah....^^...

U HAF GOT TO BELIEVE U R MY DESTINY,WE'RE MEANT TO BE UR FRENS,DATS WAT A FREN SHOULD BE.....haha.....our theme song....lolzzz.....

i'll juz wait n see tomolo got surprise or not....probably not....my bf not romantic geh....n some more sick oeldi....lagi worse....lol....haha....but maybe he will....wishful thinking...haha....

nth to do while in the car waiting....haha....

happy valentine's day everyone!!!! hope u happy alwiz wif ur loved ones.....=)

hey...

2009-02-06T02:15:00.000-08:00

hey ppl....sorry ya....kinda long din update....haha....lucky previous post i wished u all happy cny....see....said i might be late de ler....haha....cny gonna end?everybody get many angpaus???sure all richer than me.....sob sob....haha....k lah....update more later!!! gif me angpau!!!!

1 more to go!!!!

2009-01-22T04:23:00.000-08:00

yeah....i oni haf 1 more paper left....woohoo....unfortunately its the hardest!!!! FUNDAMENTALS OF ACCOUNTING.....i totally hate calculations....i oledi prepare money to resit loh....dying everyday.....lol....wat i wanna learn acc for????if im going work in a company i won be in charge of acc!!!!n if i open a company of my own *(ya rite....dreaming as alwiz.....hehe....),i will hire accountants!!!create job opportunity for ppl mah....u know lah....economy not good....haha.....

i m gonna die so so so so so so hard.....but after dat....holidays!!!!haha....be back later....=)...see u guys....n if im late.....haf a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR....

FINALS!!!!

2009-01-11T01:26:00.000-08:00

im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead.....finals is 3 days away n i haven study finish.....AaaaaHHHH!!!!! WISH ME LUCK PPL......be back in 2 weeks i think....^^....if im not dead yet....haha......haf fun!!!!! =)

a new year has come!!!

2009-01-06T03:21:00.000-08:00

ok....i might be a little late but better late than neva rite?biar lambat asalkan selamat mah.....sure u all got study tis in skool de....haha......anyway....i cut my hair.....hehe......my frens say i look very tame n si man now woh....good mah....im guai guai lui u know?haha.....

anybody who wanna make my old hairstyle....pls think carefully before u do.....u haf to start all over again wif new hair n mux wait for it to grow out oni can do another style.....I DID NOT REGRET OK???im juz giving some frenly advice loh...haha....hmm.....my new year kinda tame....haha....now waiting for CNY!!!! got many angpau take!!!!*i hope.....haha.....

from TIS to TIS!!!!!

see....so much more guai......hmmm....wanna dye new hair colour n highlight sin....haha.....din reli take pic lah....lazy take.....big difference mah?haha.....i ask few shops all oso tell me same thing....."sorry,u oni can let ur hair grow out oni can do other style".....sob sob....so think carefully!!!but i repeat,i did not regret.....haha....

see!!! blue drink....gals....remember our free blue drink at ruums dat time?haha.....
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TA-DAH.....haha.......for ur info,the first drink is alcohol free ok?haha....i ordered it coz it kinda reminds me of dat time we at ruums loh.....

finally got the pics from last time bbq wif college classmates.....haha....here they r.....din take all act....haha....
see....i at behind there...cant see me.....see the center guy....nice or not his 'makeup'?haha....

the closeup.....haha.....we were playing chor tai di n who lose gotta kena punish like dat....haha....

they gave me n pei de honour of drawing his cheeks before we went back....haha....the pic a bit blur....lol....

i oso lose....n kena on my lips....so cham.....nice or not de lipstick print?kekeke......

so......2009 is here.....is everybody ready for it?ready or not....here it is....face everything bravely....my finals in less than 2 weeks...shit....gonna die man.....anyway.....let the past be the past....i hope 2009 will be happier than 2008.....live life to the fullest!!!

yeah...shining friends rocks.....totally is us...haha.....

BEST FRENS......

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了,女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

2008-12-27T05:22:00.000-08:00

爱一个人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种
但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦,
你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦,
你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

i read tis in an email....seems kinda true i guess....wat do u think?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

2008-12-27T03:55:00.000-08:00

hey ppl.....MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! i know,i know....its oledi over....its the tot dat counts rite?haha.....plus the fact dat i din online....haha.....no time ma.....xD......i went to genting on christmas eve ler....came back around 5smth....haha.....i went inside the casino too....nobody check....funny....juz go straight in....then i play big small....lose rm10....haha....but at first win de loh....wuwuwu....gambling not good....haha....sorry ppl....no photos....lazy take eh.....gals.....we separate again ler.....sob sob....new year's eve?i oso hope we can together lu....its been a loooong looong time.....haha.....i miss u all so much.....sq....u still love me?i love u too....act tot wanna go genting on 25 geh....u say not sure....then dunno wan go where...then suin ler....juz go oni lah....haha.....anyway....kinda bored.....wanna go off...sorry....nowadays lazy take pic....so dun haf....hmmm.....wanna change hairstyle....but dunno can do wat....n no $$$ woh....haha....how?love u gals....muax......haf a fun end of the year everyone.......

2008 is coming to an end....count ur blessings....learn from ur lessons......be happy alwiz......dun worry bout it....a new year....a new beginning.....u can make it thru!!!!woohoo......is everyone ready for 2009?older 1 year....so fast.....i will be 19 next year.....old oledi loh....xD.....haha.....seems like a big change of mood?no lah....i juz choose not to think bout it now.....now wanna focus on finals first.....wish me luck!!!!!i reli need it....lol.....xoxoxo.....^^-PuI FuN-^^

PS: i wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! in case i din online lah....haha.....take care....^^

bye bye.....

2008-12-19T09:07:00.000-08:00

i will never see u anymore....im sorry it had to be like tis....the choice is not reli up to me....it had to be like tis....i couldn't do anything else......u haf to forgive me......i do haf regrets as i haf feelings too....i dun think u will like the alternative to tis decision.....n i take full responsibility for it....im reli very sorry.....if god allows us to see each other again i will fully express my regret to u....im sorry....pls forgive me....i might neva forgive myself for hurting u.....take care.....(ps: u smart alecks tis is not wat u all thinking ah...dun simply jump to conclusions....=p)

i hate tis part rite here.....

2008-12-17T05:30:00.000-08:00

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
That we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like northing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause i see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

changes.....

2008-12-16T00:09:00.000-08:00

do u like changes in ur life?me,i cant say i reli like dat....of coz if my life is not good sure i wan some changes lah....but if its all good i won wan it.....haha...like talking crap like dat....been a long time since i update blog....kinda lazy sometimes juz online for awhile no time to type....xD.....some more no new pic...after u all say boring not good loh...haha....rite?finals next month loh....before n after cny....wtf!!!! n i no $$ buy clothes woh....=(....how?anybody wanna sponsor me?=D....haha......ya rite....

no work for me to do.....wuwuwu......sweat.....y i suddenly talking nonsense de....ya.....back to topic....i dun like changes.....n i dun wanna change....im me!!!!haha.....u gif me happy i mai gif u happy loh....maybe u gotta sacrifice smth big for me but i oso got sacrifice juz u dun feel dat oni wat....maybe like i said....wat u wan i cant gif u n wat u an i cant gif u?lol....remember dat decision i made?i din do it to hurt u...im juz thinking of the best for me n u....maybe u feel i selfish....but i dun think so.....

anyway....sorry for the hurt.....i juz hope we can be happy wif everything...sometimes reli gif u make till confused de loh.....juz say properly n clearly cannot de meh?n when i mm song i will say or do mm song things show u cannot meh....im juz showing my feelings better than hiding them....hmmm...dun wan say not so happy thing lah....xD....

last week my collge classmates we got bbq oh...so many hotdog....crazy wan...haha.....keep bbq hotdog oni....the guys in charge of the chicken wing....haha.....the pic not at me....i forget take....next time oni post....anyway....a random pic.....

if the sky can smile i can smile too......^^.....

see....i can smile oso.....lol....im lame.....tis is old pic loh....recently oso din take any pic dat is wif me....haha.....

ppl....CHRISTMAS IS COMING...dats jesus bday....so how r u gonna celebrate it???i oso dunno wat plans i haf.....funny....ok ppl....i found my college hari Ko-ko de pics....wait for me.....

we r the BANANA team.....haha......can u pick the odd one out?ya....my dear fren peng wear white....apa lah....no team spirit....haha.....

yeah....juz gals!!!!

funny poses from everyone.....

can u see soma cacat-ness from me?haha.....its better if u cant....we gals bullying the captain.....^^

i cant say i like volleyball a lot still....neva reli dat sporty....but....no choice....its required....but at least....its over!!!!but no loss....at least know some new ppl......haha.....n college?quite fun act....got many new frens....especially my classmates...all crazy crazy oso de...haha....but neva forgetting my LOVELY JI MUIS!!!!! I MISS U GALS........MUAXXXX.....

i love u gals.....im sorry....

2008-11-21T02:12:00.001-08:00

i know u all say many times...sorry no cure....but i still wanna say it...wat happened dat day.....i know u all wanna look out for me oni.....hope i dun lose myself again like last time...i reli appreciate it....act i.............dunno how to say.......i oso wanna keep both side....many ppl advise me to dun wan him.....i oso dunno y im like dat....if say love.....cant say i love until very hell much....i know if i leave him i won be too sad....act i oso dunno wtf is wrong wif me....gals....i think u scold me is rite.....i ask u all gif me time.....i m trying to solve it.......im thinking of ways....i got argue countless times wif him bout tis.....i dunno y the result is like dat....seems like im a stupid dumb clueless gal eh......rite now....im juz confused....i wanna haf freedom......i oso feel its stupid if i juz wanna go haf lunch or breakfast like dat oso cant??wtf is tis....maybe u say got guys u dun like....but o got many guy frens n we all is juz frens nth will happen de mah...when i got bf i won do anything dat dui mm ju u....i know how to control wan ok?wat type of gal do u think i m?

act i dun wanna lose anybody.....i wanna leong chuen kei mei de solution.......but y u so stubborn....i oso dunno....act i very cincai de mah....u dun like go out....i won keep ask u go....but u gif me go out wif frens lah....haf bf dun mean cannot haf frens de mah....rite?many times i sad,i cry,i unhappy.....but u dunno....u juz tot i everyday oso dun care u.....but is not....n now im trying....i hope can solve it...we'll see....gals....u all din say too much....dun worry.....thank u very much....i try my best.....i hope i can.....i dun wanna be locked up too......thank u all......love u.....haihzz.....sorry.......FRENS FOREVER!!!!!!

from my ♥...sorry.....

2008-11-14T22:16:00.000-08:00

firstly,i would like to say tis to all who know bout me n him n feel dat i should leave him....thank u all very much for u guys de concern n support....i know u all dun like see me unhappy n so san fu so u all gif me advice....i know de....n i reli appreciate it.....thanx.....

TO MY JI MUIS: i love u gals very much....we alwiz haf great fun n enjoy together...feel happy wif u all...reli hope our frenship can last forever....im sorry gals.....i know u care bout me.....i din mean to do anythung tak zui u all....i know u all see me like gif ppl bully u all dun like....as my frens u all r reli great frens.....i appreciate everything....act i oso mm xiong like dat....haihzz....i oso know im kinda soft de ler....anyway.....i hope we can still share everything like last time....i know u all dun wanna care bout me n him de things oeldi....its ok....i will try my best to solve it myself k?juz hope we can remain ji mui forever.....

TO ALL WHO KNOW: u guys r great too...even though u all might neva see tis post but i still juz wanna say thanx oso......even though we not know each other for very long time or might even lost contact but i know u guys genuinely concern bout me oso......im happy i haf frens like tis.....

TO HIM!!: i dun think u even know i haf a blog....but nvm....i juz wanna say wat i feel to u....pls....dun be like dat....i reli dunno how to do oeldi....pls understand me....not dat i dun love u....but dun force me to choose..i cannot choose....it is unfair....im sorry i hurt u....im sorry for the lies...im sorry for everything i've ever done to make u sad....in the beginning u were reli very good....u let me do the things i like....however,gradually things changed....or maybe ppl will juz change....no matter wat i do,even i lie or wat....i swear i neva betray u before....all the while i oni love de is u.....but u dun trust me....if a couple dun haf trust....wats the point?if u were like starting dat time...i wouldnt need to lie to u at all....anyway....i oso dunno how oledi....haihzz.....

=(

THANK U EVERYBODY......LOVE U PPL......

clueless......

2008-11-02T04:08:00.001-08:00

me?im a clueless confused gal....maybe my heart is juz too soft for my own good....wat can i do?i dunno....i reli dun hope is like dat....how?i wish things could be different....do u think its possible?i oni wish to go back to the beginning....to the past....if oni things were different....y won u understand me?im sorry but not everything is my fault....wat do u do when ur heart n ur head tells u two different things? =( MOODY!!!!!!

i hate it!!!!

2008-11-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

i hate it but yet im still like dat!!!!
y????????? y???????????
F*** EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!
i dunno WTF is tis!!!!!!!!!!

i stay in love........=(

2008-11-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

my mummy birthday....

2008-10-30T04:30:00.000-07:00

dat mon holiday....deepavali....after coming back from "somewhere" at around 4pm....laze around...went out awhile to do smth....haha.....i drove....wif my dad beside me of coz....maybe im getting better?i hope so....hehe.....but still dangerous....haha.....then nite lu....7smth go around sunway there....a steamboat buffet place....called yuen....reach there...wow.....so many ppl queuing up loh....madness.....lucky my bro oledi reach there earlier....haha....so we start to eat like pigs....then around every 15 mins the FAMOUS CHICKEN WINGS come out....n when they do....everybody rushes for it....in less than 3 mins,every single piece is gone...n dats when u can see....every man for himself....

haha....it was so funny....everyone juz rushed to the tray n grab....my god....like its smth precious....of coz we joined in the fun....my bro was the best in grabbing it...haha....experienced....lol....

the famous chicken wings which everybody would kill for.....quite nice lah...but no need so kua cheong until need to rush for it loh...haha.....we keep eating n eating...

the steamboat.....haha.....gonna eat finish oledi lu dat time.....the tom yam soup is nice for me....coz not too spicy....but got taste....haha....i know pei n pearling sure dun like de....haha....

finish!!!! got ice cream eat some more de leh....haha....eat until very hell full oh....then after dat go home lu......

SQ!!!!! WE WILL VERY MISS U FOR 10 DAYS!!!! REMEMBER BUY BACK SOUVENIR FOR US AH!!!! HAHA......

yeah....my results out.....

2008-10-30T04:15:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!!!! my results come out oledi....dat day so gan jiong...sq call me up at 10 smth....she say "wei,still sleeping ah....result come out oeldi leh....dun wan see ah?"i like oh ya....fuck loh....then online loh....my com hell lag....so suspense....then suddenly my bro off the connection....i like wtf?potong steam!!! fast fast ask him on back.....then wait again....finally i can see it.....PHEW.....I PASSED ALL!!!!! SO HAPPY N RELIEVED.....after see oeldi oni dare to tell my mum i passed all....if got fail i sure go enjoy first oni tell de...haha.....if not she sure kill me....now second sem finals dunno will be like first sem so lucky can pass all mou leh?week 5 sucks....

Macroeconomics coursework 1 chapter 1-2
FOA coursework 1 lecture 1-2 tutorial 1-3
English individual presentation....tis wan need go buy more formal clothes sin....haha...
STUPID volleyball assignment.....

so many things leh....n week 6 or 7 got qs coursework 1 oso...die die die....tired....exhausted.....

juz some silly stuff....

2008-10-21T03:05:00.000-07:00

today i ponteng college.....hehe....pei sick oledi....then i wanna take lrt go reach oeldi kinda late ler....if go second class is juz for two hours then come back....like kinda waste time....n lazy....hah.a....*excuses....lol....so can sleep like pig....hehe.....anyway....dunno wanna write wat so juz will write nonsense....haha.....too bored....forgive me....lol....

see....dat day i went yam cha wif pearling n meng jun.....then he order nasi pataya.....i think....haha....then his food come...me n pearling see...."yer....so cute....the sauce in words!!".....haha.....where is asfar?in seri petaling loh...come here n can see many familiar faces....^^

wats tis?cant reli see coz if on flash then cannot see properly oledi....the white box is dunhill red....miss pearling koh go n peel it de....then the other box is dunhill menthol light....lol....i too free oeldi....haha....dat meng jun no ppl to pui him oni find us de loh....so bad...haha.....

nice or not?dat time pui my stupid lou go buy his stupid watch....haha....i dun reli wear watch de loh....i rather haf the money used to buy the watch.....$$$....haha....seiko wan ah....if me i rather use the money to buy other things loh....haha....like shopping.....=)

my nice bling-bling pen......haha....my bday present by my college fren....haha...too nice oeldi.....mm seh tak use it....hehe.....thanx ya.....

given by the global peace thing in my college....like -_-"....we tot is wat....open it....then we like....wtf???haha....

tis is mahjong tiles!!!finally i managed to do smth wif it instead of juz being bored!!!haha.....jk....i know how to play wan loh.....haha....see....dats my name....seat....im reli bored....

ya.....i promised tis to somebody......

JACKY NGAI CHUN WAH......here's ur name.....big enuf mou?haha.....u asked for tis de mah......its here....

sian ah.....tis sem many assignments n coursework to do....oso many presentations....haihzz....die.....i hate presentations......gals...we muz support each other!!!!silly post finished....lol....

my 18th birthday!!!!! =)

2008-10-10T01:47:00.000-07:00

ok.....my bday was on 8 oct.....but we celebrated on 7 oct....coz dat christine say wan celebrate wif us....she wed not free wan go learn car....then ok loh...then she tell us she finish work at 6....sweat....so we haf to wait her loh.....i book room at low yat redbox for 6....got student price....16++ oni eh...plus buffet....so worth it oh?haha....then christine no student id woh...-_-"....how?ask they all borrow from fren they all din....so wat to do?up to the bday gal to borrow loh....so salah rite?haha.....then i borrow from my fren ice.....*thanx for ur student id!!!
hmmm.....act our class suppose to be until 2.....pearling join our dem class so dat we can go togetehr....dim zi later sq suddenly ask us got ponteng or not....we like reli ah?haha....then after class we got break....so me pei n pearling wait at canteen 2....keep saying how ah?wan p or not?u know lah...we alwiz cannot make any decison wan....haha....

finally we decide....wait sq n peng come oni suin lah....we sit at outside canteen 2 wait....we 3 oledi very bored n freaking sleepy.....*yawn......then we saw sq n peng!!!sq straight away walk to us say lets go lah.....see the sky look like gonna rain!!!immediately we 3 sit up n say reli???lets go!!!!haha....walk to the car....

then go sw....woohoo....inside car....pass by roxy....sq say "wah...see roxy got discount 50%!!!" peng say "u see tis sq....got anything got 50% discount sq sure is at there de...."we all like wtf peng?wat u mean??sq beat peng....haha....as usual crap a lot nonsense n many shouting n screaming in the car.....hahha......

park car oledi....go sushi king eat first....then pei wanna buy dress for her bro wedding....sq keep say she wan go pavilion.....buy oledi then pearling,peng n sq zooom......go pavilion....so i pui pei look for shoe......look for awhile pei decide not to buy....she wan liok her mum more money sin....*naughty loh.....haha.....so we walk until 6th floor....sit next to my fren....who my fren?yellow man!!!haha.....

sit there for 1 hour eh....call pearling...she say they at nike....sq wan see thing....ok loh...me n pei bored like hell...w.ait wait wait so long.....call again.....they say they coming back....wan go skin food then come 6th floor find us...continue sit......finallly they arrived....first they wanna hide....*like we cant see them...lame....=p....haha....
6 oledi....we go low yat....woohoo.....the fun begins!!!!as usual....left me sitting there choose song they go take food....left me wif pei.....then they come back wif the food......

nice leh???looks yummy...

they so greedy....take so many sushi but cannot finish.....eish.....*uh-oh....y got a marlboro there???

yeah....dessert!!!haha.....looks delicious mah???
then after we eat until cannot eat anymore we sing until crazy....haha....yell n scream....act like guy voice some more.....funny like hell....dance some more.....hug each other n sing....do all kinds of crazy things.....very fun n happy.....

they take a back view of me singing....can hardly see it anyway....haha......then they tell me...."fun....we no time buy cake for u oh...so sorry lah....how?"sq some more say "nvm lah...we tomolo buy back for u lah ok?"then i like =(...."nvm loh....sob sob..."haha......pearling n peng say nvm we go outside take 18 pieces of cake for u k?wuwuwu.......='(
the 18 pieces as arranged by pearling n peng....nice....but not as nice as.........(see below)haha....

then suddenly i turn my back drinking....the screen got clapping sound.....i like huh?wat song we choose got like tis?TA-DAH!!! the waiter guy come in wif two UHUHU....they say "fun,we oni buy tis for u.....u dun mind oh?"

the UHUHU looks very nice...some more wif the candle.....haha....act i din disappointed wif the UHUHU lah....after expecting no cake.....haha......tis wan oeldi quite good....then we take pic wif it....all wanna take wif me....*proud....so many lenglui take wif me.....haha.....

me wif the UHUHU...see my happy face...where got disappointed leh gals??haha.....

6 of us ji mui once again!!!!yeah.....happy n memorable bday.....see i so proud so many lenglui take pic wif me.....izzit many guy wan sit at my place leh?haha.....
make a wish.......wat wish leh?shhh......cannot tell....after dun come true ah......
i tot ok oeldi...we all take fork eat the UHUHU....then eating suddenly got clapping sound again....i like WTF??i tot they choose the bday song again wanna sing again....i look to the door....the waiter taking in another cake......wow....my eyes grow big n i stunned....

eh....cannot help laughing in surprise n shock n happiness de mah....like suddenly....juz feel like laughing mah.....not not satisfied wif the UHUHU loh sq!!!make another wish.....then blow candle....they take out all candle but 1...then peng go n put another candle inside...ass u!!!so i use mouth take out....NEXT.......

OMG!!!!look at my face.....HELP ME!!!!haha.......nvm....i sporting.....good....tai fong.....haha.....all say "fun....i oso wanna put cream on ur face....i haven put...."wtf....all take a few dabs of cream n put on my face.....haha....-_-"

all ask me dun wipe my face first take pic first...susah loh...haha.....then i pose wif the cherry....see.....haha.....look wrong side tim...or wrong camera man?haha......after dat pearling pui me go toilet clean my face...wah....reli like do "facial"......haha......

cannot forget to take the 18 pieces of cake dat pearling n peng arranged so nicely wan....peace....^^....after dat we continue sing n do crazy things....haha......later sing until around 10.30 we decide its time to go....but before we leave sure muz do our thing.....so toilet camwhore!!!!!haha.....

all wanna act cute....cute or not???hahaha......

EEEEEE....see our teeth....colgate commercial....colgate ppl wanna hire us???haha.....

haha...we all say we wanna copy someone de pose....we all know who then can oledi lah....=p.....

last pic before going off....haha.....act still got many more....i lazy put oni.....see in frenster lah....haha.....wat expression is dat leh?guess lu.....
see pearling the "tai lou"!!!!....see wat she holding....so naughty.....aiyoh....pearling...y~~~?muahahaha......
then we kinda run to sw the parking lot....sq loh...scared us...haha.....funny lah....before reach car ask pei faster take out car key....then run to car....all hurry inside the car.....haha.....safety precaution mah....haha.....then go back lu.....on the way back oledi 11 smth....tot wanna yam cha geh....but all kinda tired n the next day got class...so din lu....nvm loh.....reach back sp fetch christine to meet her lou....then fetch peng back....gonna reach her hse then 12am oledi....=)....peng pearling pei sing bday song to me inside car.....=D....sq call me wish me...then my fon "ding dong"....*my msg ringtone.....ppl start to wish me.....hehe....my ji mui all send 10 msg or more to wish me....our tradition......write until funny n cute n sweet.....haha....awww......i very happy wif them......THANX SIEW QI,PEARLING,PEI,PENG,CHRISTINE!!!!!LOVE U GALS SO MUCH!!!!!MUAXXX....JI MUI FOREVER YA.....

but got some ppl disappointed me....dunno izzit my fault or wat leh?anyway.....got happy n unhappy memories on my 18th bday....erm....haihzz.....nvm ba.....=)
the next day i eat dinner wif family....guess wat "cake" they buy?

blueberry cheese tart....u say cha toh mou???-_-"haha....but nvm lah....coz oso cant eat finish so many cake....so juz buy tis song ha loh....

n dat concludes my bday......=)

nonsensical stuff.....^^....juz for fun.....

2008-10-03T05:49:00.001-07:00

been a few days since i updated my blog....busy gal mah me....haha....jk lah....sq....sorry dat day din go up gh find u....sorry ya gal....love u...^^....tis two days my lou off....so pui him....pui him do wat leh?guess............................

pui him play mahjong......like WTF!!!!......so boring loh....*yawn yawn yawn*but nvm....im "good".....so pui him....since college gonna start mah....but i tell him....next time pls dun take me play for so long.....i will die!!!!haha......anyway....fine....*shhh....dun tell him k?after i die....x(*

then pearling say she go pd.....get sun burn....but haven get to see her yet....miss u dear....haha....dunnno tonite got go out yam cha or not leh?pei go seasons hotel try food for her bro wedding....haha.....dunno wat time she come back.....boring....i mean i feel bored not pei go there is boring....=)

isn't tis bottle cute?the doll is hanging on my fon.....*thanx dear!!!i know its normal n can be bought anywhere but cute oso mah....its the thought dat counts loh....haha....rite?agree?

guess wats tis?no need guess lah...see oso know lah....marlboro de new cigarette....rm7.50 oni...as seen on the pack....dunno will increase or not dun ask me....haha....i like the packaging oni....dun misunderstand....i very guai wan....everybody oso know dat rite???hahaha......=p....dat time too free so take a pic of tis loh....n no,marlboro did not pay me to do promotion for them.....i wish lah....haha....

dat day go sing k oh....but my fon no memory n u guys know lah....my stupid fon....stupid joystick!!!!hate u....i swear i'll get it fixed before my bday....haha....they haven send the pics to me....so next time oni put......

oni got my pic....lol....wait they send to me sin then i can upload in frenster too....haha.....by the way....speaking of my bday....hehe.....gals?u know how lah?jk lah....u all celebrate wif me oso happy oledi lah.....^^

pls dun kill me when u all see tis pic!!!!
hehe.....tis wan last year de....celebrate my bday at greenbox....almost like tradition oledi now....y ah?dat cake nice or not?after gif u all see the close up ah.....be patient....we had great fun....but then we alwiz haf fun when we're together....haha.....

TA-DAH!!!!

nice leh????see....the close up of the cake.....the cake suppose to be my bday cake de.....but i oso haf to pay.....sound like guo fan izzit?act coz its oso like our 'happy family' cake....haha....so haf to loh...i very willing de....hahaha.....the cake is entirely made of jelly.....we eat until wan vomit....so hell full.....or we greedy?haha....pei took back the head....i ate the foot....i think peng took the pants izzit?i forgot....haha....look like very easy to eat but we had a kinda hard time finishing it loh....dun look down on it....haha....i wonder tis year de is wat cake leh.....*wink wink.......

now alone at home wondering when my dad will be back wif the food n smsing wif sq....hmmm......nth to do lah.....got cough some more....suddenly wan....luckily better oledi.....my voice get more 'sexy' oledi.....like real....haha.....hungry lah....

sem break=boring!!!

2008-09-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

another boring day in the life of pui fun....haha...sei sq ah...apa potong steam gal...mahu mati ah?haha...u know lah....got susah guy mah...be patient...maybe next time won so potong steam...i din drunk ah...i know wat im doing....juz a bit more 38 than usual oni...not counted as drunk...haha....ass u all...dun take advantge of me...so crazy lah....since i got nth to do....let me introduce my ji muis to u....LADIES AND GENTLEMAN.........first is.......

sorry gal i dun haf a pic me n u together dat look nice...hehe....

tis is h__ l____ peng....haha....she hate green.....i've known her from standard 4 until now...so many years....but not good starting de....coz dat time we not reli like each other...haha...then i alwiz say hi to her she like dunwan say hi back...make me mm song her....h aha....now we good ji mui...funny leh?she alwiz make us happy...do funny things...blur...still got many....i'll neva forgive u for changing course!!!! LOVE U SWEETIE...i purposely use green....kekeke....

Next is......

tis is c___ h__ siew qi on the rite.....haha....tis wan i oni know during form 1...straight come in class noisy like hell...act our class very quiet geh...come in a few alien then runtuh oledi....haha....at first dun like her oso de loh....then coz of some stuff we very good oledi...another funny wan....we alwiz crazy together...the others gonna ding us mm sun de...haha....dun worry gal.....alwiz here for u....
LOVE U HONEY!!!

Third is......

tis is p__ p__ pei on my left...haha.....see the si kecil there kacau our pic...so naughty....tis wan ah..starting oso not say like or dun like....oso know from form 1 until now....from form 2 until now even in college we sitting next to each other....haha....my sitting partner...lol...sometimes we can laugh nonstop over nth....we will continue to do dat until we finish our diploma....coz we same course....lol....alwiz talk fai things wan....haha...LOVE U BABE!!!!

Next we have.....

we have c_ b__ pearling here on the rite....know her around from1 or form 2 but dat time not so close....became close around form5 like dat...haha.... now 1 of my best ji mui loh....my dear lai de....xD....not she bring us go club....is we all together go club....haha....so song oh?remember genting safari?first....lol.....lets go....woohoo....dun think so much lah....n dun so naughty....u can de....i support u k....LOVE U DEAR!!!!

Last but not least is.......

tis is my long lost ji mui h__ y__ christine on the left....y long lost?coz she alwiz work work work n pui lou loh....then like disappear...haha....nvm lah...free then come out k?dun alwiz think ur lou....hehe....my bday coming ah...u know lah....haha....she last time prefect...remember christine n gang?like wtf loh....tis wan same primary skool....but halfway shift to skbbsp2...so bad....then when form5 like dat oni close...haha...same wif pearling loh...LOVE U GAL!!!

dat all my best frens....haha....we haf many fun n crazy time together....tis post take very long time to write loh....jacky ngai loh....keep talk to me...see....i say will post ur name de lah....haha....next time oni talk bout our times....haha....now lazy....^^....hmmm....a gal needs best frens to stick together thru anything....u'll alwiz haf my shoulder to cry on,my arms to hug n our laughter together....(sound like they r my bf pulak....-_-")take care gals....christine!!!when come out???haha....

after finals....woohoo.....

2008-09-21T05:17:00.000-07:00

finally...over oledi my finals...act fri oledi over i juz din online oni bah....
haha....very damn boring loh whole day at hse.....dun like stay at home...
nth to do wan....BORINGNYA!!!!!!haihzz.....do nth for the whole day...
juz sleep eat watch tv now online wait to eat again....hahahah....wat to do?
i wanna go out de lah.....but....aiyah...those who know y then will know y.....
dunno nvm....not important....=p....haha.....dat day my sis brought back a terrier from jeffrey...
play for few hours oni....so damn cute.....too bad din take the pics of it...
was on the way out....xD.....haihzz.....somebody pls save me from my boredom....
arghhhh......later gonna watch the conclusion of moonlight resonance....dats my life.....
suppose go sing k de loh after exams....but all ppl wait itu si kecil oni....haha.....
tell us when can lah...we wan go release ha.....haha......
everytime the 5 of us together sure laugh like hell....anything oso is funny....
even the apam guy 'so-called wife' is funny....xD....ppl juz look at him say is ppl wife....
itu siew qi memang -_-"....like dat oso can laugh....recently peng become more lame...
say all lame jokes.....n all of us catch her disease....keep say wrong things or pronounced wrongly....
haha....we should learn to talk softer...inside car reli keng man....
pei oso cannot tahan....haha.....
pearling....remember we on the way to college keep say stupid nonsense?haha.....
boring lah....muz think of some plan for holiday sin....haha.....

tomolo last paper....woohoo.....

2008-09-18T04:58:00.000-07:00

now is gonna 8...i still sitting in front of the com....
i should be studying my microeconomics loh.....
wat lah....banyak susah lah me....haha.....feel lazy....
later nite i gonna be god again....no need sleep...
nvm....got pei n peng pui me....haha....
sq n pearling alwiz say gif up but act they wake up in morning study de.....
so bad loh....haha....act i oso xiong like dat....
but i dun trust myself to wake up on time loh....so better not..
.u all know lah...i so like sleep de ppl....dun call me pig!!!lol....

hmmm....juz hope can pass all my paper...
no need wat merit or distinction lah....
juz pass enuf oledi lah.....haihzz.....
gals.....we gambateh together k.....dun gif up.....
after exam we can go enjoy!!!!!yeah....
feel hungry now....haven eat dinner...peng...we go find food together...haha....

lol.....

2008-09-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday was mooncake festival...nth special happened....it rain at nite...so cant reli see the moon....luckily the rain stopped at 11smth....felt moody yesterday....lucky got pearling....love u dear....haha.....hmmmm....nowadays very stress...got finals...haihzz....hate exams...almost gonna go crazy dat day study business statistics.....haha....lucky dats over...good thing finals gonna end...then i can go enjoy myself...yeah....haihzz....nowadays life kinda suck....i dunno izzit coz of exams?alwiz stress....tension...moody....exams faster over bah.......!!!i love u gals.....ji mui forever!!!!

lol....tis is us....haha.....acting crazy....